Sadh

          Insight To Depression.

Thinking too much might generate substantial amount of intense emotions and depression that might bring harm to you. Depression can be generated if you are loose to allow thoughts to masquerade you.  For instance, there are a number of factors that can contribute to personal depression such as the tendency to worry a lot, have low self-esteem, are perfectionists, are sensitive to personal criticism, or are self-critical and negative.

Exceeding depression might cause ‘madness’ to oneself which is the thinnest line between sanity and insanity. Most times we tend to be angry at people or something. The expressions we bring out pushes us to a level that we act abnormally that self-controlling ourselves. We lose our potential personalities that are worth admiring; instead we become malicious and unapproachable.  

If you try to get angry and continually make anger your priority, you will lose interaction with people. You will tend to be demanding than asking politely. You will become rude instead of calm. As months will count still with this very behavior, you will lose a lot. You will eventually find yourself lonely and deserted like a desert. Then depression will set in to eat you up your thoughts, personality and emotional being.

Stop crossing the line between sanity and insanity because once you completely cross from being sane to insane, reverting will be problematic. The point is; try all your best to get over depression since it might cause the deepest mental illness that you will ever suffer. 

There is a difference between being physically ill and mentally ill when it comes to age. When you were a child, most illness came physically; a common cold, stomach ache among others where the parents and guardians can easily make out your problem and act on it medically. This means, you attention given to a child than a grown up since a child is considered as feeble and care to him or her is not a demand but a guarantee.

But now you are a grown up. You have a lot to thin k about. Every situation in life pushing you so hard to a point where ‘you wish not to have existed’ but the question is, how can you go through this situation without harming yourself whatsoever? 

Learn to accept whatever that comes your way to avoid any ill-health condition. A person who resists mental illness is that one who is resistance to depression but gets time to create happiness than pitying oneself that causes extra problems.

All Within Me

         I Believe In?

Self-motivation is, believing in yourself, a feeling I felt when my grandpa told me, I have nothing to give you. If there's a greater gift I would like you to have, is the ability to see how great you are, that's what I see in you, see who you truly are, Take care what you tell yourself. You are always listening. Be kind in words more to yourself. It matters much what you say to yourself, each day at a time, that feeling of not turning back, give you the best, of every thought. Push so hard doing what you love. Let doing what you love to kill you. There's something for each of us, people make millions from manufacturing cars, others making spoons, winners are created so are losers. It will not take a day, but I know I will. Am the best outfit for me, am strong, am wiser, am better, am positive that's what I should see. An Early time I stand up, wipe the dust off my hands, and from the back of my shorts that weaken me from having the power to cast the stone and kill Goliath, one stone is enough, after few words to my lord.

That wanting to burst from within, let it all out, for the world to see, what I am. To write my way up, to the coin I will earn. Use my words. not to chase after money, but after my dreams, It's not how great what you do is. How great you does it, wanting to be perfect we tend to lose self-confidence, without trying to prove anything, convince myself I have the reason to believe in me.You are your own best.

Romance in Rome.

                          Wanting You

That feeling of wanting, to hold you so tight.
Close enough to feel you, breathe out so hard.
To give room in your heart to something called love.
To occupy the space down deep inside.

A feeling like you put of Earth. To a place close to the rising sun,

Breath in so deep As we make love.
After after a long tiresome day.
Away from the scorching sun to a place warm and soft.

Express the great urge to visit Rome.
To watch the dripping hot candle wax, melting down from the candlestick.
Standing tall in the lovely circular rings.

Away from the bright light.
Two  shadows wrestling both, for victory.
A war for everything sweet on earth.
Between two lovers meant to be.
On the altar of pure love.

Expressing a feeling of missing that someone so bad.
And the need to get more each passing day.
My thoughts follow me to my bed and out.

Tell me what I have to do.
To hold you back in my arms so tight.
Wanting never to let go.

Not sure are see you again, but i already miss you to much.
Your scent is all over me.
What a dream to hold you tight against the bathroom wall.
Feel the warmth of your love every single mourning.

Interrupting the flow of water dropping down while i take a bath.
A sweet way to start out a day.
Am the driver but don't you sit just watch.
Or stare on the never changing roof.
Lets both cultivate in this great farm called love.

Netherlands.

Pay Tax and Bills

What more than a beautiful life to live, than the life of a dwarf rabbit living outside. In the beautiful green fields, of Netherlands a country of peace, with Hague to judge and prosecute, politicians with no meaning of peace, but the desire for power in wicked ways, to impose heavy taxes and fill their banks, taxing the dead to pay for a place to rest in peace,
what a hard way to live, for those to pay for every protein meal, with the taste of chicken or beef to the greedy leaders we vote, blinded by our political parties leaders, if not our language and tribe.
What a beautiful scenery to see, of our country becoming like Netherlands, where Unemployed will get benefits to living, instead walking from street to street, looking for a job to earn you daily bread.
A country with The Nationale Hypotheek Garantie,to bail out homeowners who cannot pay their mortgage, rather than sleeping outside in the cold,with everything you earned been auctioneered, at a cheap price to pay the bank, the little cash you mortgaged to provide a roof, for the woman of your dreams, with hopes to have a place to raise, a strong-willed son to replace, the corrupt leader in Hague, if not the heartless bank manager you call a friend.

Hitler i Wish...

                         ADOLF HITLER.

We all live and work according to our heart's beliefs. Yes, some say that this is the most aspiring thought, and I can stand out to say that our thoughts and thrives are the only things that give us a reason of living. 

Through out my childhood and teenage life, I always lived by the old tales from our great grand parents. 
This was the fantasy I enjoyed, especially at night seated surrounding the wood fire back in the village, where smoke marked the living. 

The fantasy tales though failed to introduce me to the heroes of mankind. So not obvious that Adolf is a man of character with much I can learn. 

I think a hero does not significantly attribute to a character, but his actions and beliefs smash my thoughts to being a person of responsibility. 
Wait, his dictatorship leadership and belief in his thoughts and wise character made him be the person we all remember. 

He always relied on his thoughts for making the decisions he made.Yes; I think that made him a successful leader. 

Hitler stayed steady, Those who want to live, let them fight, and those who don't want to fight, do not deserve to live.

I yearn to stand and fight, a war so great that many will remember me. 
Become a legend, wipe out millions and billions. I don't see why man should not be as cruel!
Begin a war to fight crime, corruption and evils in the society, 

Saving our planet by lifting people from poverty of their minds.
Most important, spread love and hope to many hearts.

If only I had Hitlers courage.

Losing My Life.

                     Muammer Gaddafi

In Africa a country called Libya, Muammar Gaddafi was the president, a real African king, not only had he a vision for his country, but for the whole of Africa. An idea so great that we still feel his loss up to date.What might have killed him?. don't be too vicious and forget or ignore your surrounding, not everyone is happy with how you handle situations, learn to look carefully to your surrounding. Things around you might be slowly falling apart. Gaddafi was not a bad leader, so great was his vision that he forgot about the people around him, for this he lost his life.
Learn to solve different life challenges affecting you without hurting anyone.If your first approach didn't work use a different one, don't solve a problem more than twice in the same manner, try something different not repeating the same mistakes. Learn something new every time and appreciate other people around you, take the time to listen to others, learning makes us grow. A continuous process of life, gain new skills, and things will be easier for you. Solve challenges with this aspect that helps keep family and friends closer and you don't have to go live away from everyone to be successful. Share your fruits of success and they will be much sweeter.

Achieving United States Dreams.

    

                      Dreaming Big

It's the new year, a same old feeling of emptiness and sorrow, with no idea where to start or do for a change. Many years pass, still at the same place, little or no changes. Deep within you feel a need to do something great. You could pack and leave but just before you do that, sit on your bed and think, where do I start                                


                         The United States.

I don't think anyone hate United States, never been there but from what I get, people say its a good place with the most friendly people, easy to get directions. Which is a nice thing if you consider to move for a change? You hardly know anything about the place.

You realize a job is needed, and decide to look opportunities available online, you could come up with a good reason to travel. Maybe this could be a calling or chance for a brighter future.

                      Chasing Dreams

You may be motivated to dream big. What you don't realize is, there's a  big difference between fantasy and actual goals. Don't get in bed and start re-dreaming. Many people don't know the meaning of chasing dreams.chasing after dreams is not going after every little thing you've dreamt of having. It's chasing those things that you dream of and wake's you up in the night like a nightmare, the many ideas that come in your mind, pick one from those and work on it. Start with what you have, a dream. What other direction of life would you need for a change, going to the United States? Well, you could try and see how it works. Don't dream all your life, chase and living your dreams.